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Subject: loony's crazy life, seriously Sun Feb 17 2008, 17:33

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well, i am super bored and home alone, so i figured i'd start a diary thingy. but i wil probly hardly ever write in here, cuz i won't have the time. oh well, we'll see.
about me, but not too much, you know those psycho stalker people, you can never be too careful:
Today, feb 17 4:14 PM-
i am extremely bored and have had the worst week in my short life. i usually have a good life, but no, not this week. on valentines day i had to go to the orthodontics (that's the braces doctor) and i got laser surgery. yes, it sounds better than it is... this is graphic details, the next few lines... what they did was they burnt the gums on my "eye teeth" better known as "the fang teeth" these permanent teeth haven't come in yet, and i am 13. so they looked at an x ray that they took and found my missing teeth. before this they had given me shots so i woulnn't feel anything. then they put a bracket on this tooth which was below the normal gum line, and hooked it up to the other teeth.okay, it's safe weak one's.... after this happened i got in my car and started crying. it hurt so bad!!! it still does, but i'm not to the crying point anymore. so i have been taking goody's and motrin lately, a lot, yes i am a druggie. naw, jkjk.

i will brief you on my valentine's day bash. this boy that lives down my street i have known for about three years, the amount of time i have lived in my house. he has had a crush on me from the start. he has asked me to be his girlfriend many times. i don't think of him in that way and have declined all these attempts. so he always is at my house, in our yard, we always talk and hang out. he asked me to the v-day dance at his school and i told him i'd go as his bud. well he's a boy and need i say more? i arrived at the dance with him and it was drama. girls came up to me asking if it was true i was going out with him. ( he has been pathetic enough to say this lie before) it turns out he has been saying this the whole year. i was so mad. besides the fact that his buds were telling him to kiss me at the dance, and tried to get me to date him. so yesterday he came over and i told him he was a liar and that i knew what he has been saying. i told him he broke our trust and friendship, and he hasn't come over since. wow, one day you think. but he's over ALL THE TIME!!! one of him friends called me in the dead of the night a whole mess of times saying rude things and to call him. it's just DRAMA, and i hate it.
so i'll write later, i need to do the dishes.

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Wed Apr 15 2009, 16:57

haha, i am gonna go on a spree and send lots of people comments on their profile! bwahahahaha evil! not really.

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Wed Apr 15 2009, 18:51

BWHAHAHAHA TEHS SPAMMING SKILLET LOVING TWINS XD

I love leaving people comments...ti makes me feel good! Because I'm being nice to peoples XD

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Thu Apr 16 2009, 05:11

*gasps* I love Aly & AJ!!

lol I'm intruding!! Haha!! XD

Wait!! Can anyone explain to me where this twinliness came from? lol I love that term! XD

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Fri Apr 17 2009, 09:29

haha, yes we are sort of spamming...well we were. XD

and you aren't intruding, really, sashi!

well i must clean the house, since ridders isn't on...probly knocked out on meds again? it's a blessing in disguise (psh, odd saying) because i need to do some cleaning up....grrr.

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Fri Apr 17 2009, 11:44

Noo Ridders was at the dr for her back again. I have to go back monday tooo sad

hold me?

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Fri Apr 17 2009, 17:50

*holds ridders*

it's okay, i have to go to school monday too. waaa. sad

but i am gonna go to reign today, that's good! so i have to get off now so i can get ready for that....bye! *huggles*

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Fri Apr 17 2009, 18:55

aaawwwwwwww

you leaves me. sad

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Sat Apr 18 2009, 08:38

Okay, so I'm not intruding, that's a good news. XD

But, you both forgot to answer my question......about the the twinliness????? grin

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Sat Apr 18 2009, 11:22

HELLO ALL!

*runs away*

hehhehehehe

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Sat Apr 18 2009, 11:24

NO MATTY!!!!!

GET. AWAY. FROM. MY. TWINS. DIARY.

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Sun Apr 19 2009, 22:44

aww I is sorry twin.

and the twinliness came from violet and I always wanting to have a twin. :D very simple you see?

now i must go to bed..i have school tomorrow. boohoo..but i'll get on asap when i get home!

but vi, be nice to mattie, i love talking to him and don't get to often, por favor? XD i feel like a responsible person..:D

waa really gotta go..

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Sun Apr 19 2009, 22:46

SCHOOL SUCKS!!!

I dont wanna go, twiiiiiiinnnnn

and Matty just came and left...he didnt even stay for the tea party XD

me left you a VM toooooo

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Mon Apr 20 2009, 22:36

april 20th, monday, 9:31PM

well, I have a headache. School today was alright. Tomorrow should be better, I'll have my better classes. I need to stop drinking soda...it gave me my headache. I don't do well with caffine: Soda gives me headaches and makes me tired, coffe smells good but tastes nasty to me. I can only handle sweet tea! and I luuurve it! delicioso. (sp?) oh well.

spencer got a tan. he also had pretty hair today. he went to...puerto rico for spring break. i am pretty sure it was puerto rico..i forget right now though...IDK why i am talking about him though...People keep telling me that i should go for the cheerleading thing....i wanna, i'd be good at it...but i am chicken....but i wanna do it....but nows not a good time for the family....oh well, I'll decide later....

Nothing else to say. Depressing entry man...oh well, i feel like shmit, so my writing will reveal my feelings....

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Sat Apr 25 2009, 12:17

ugh...cheer up!!!!

dood, i am going to the desert and i really dont want to!!!!

waaaaa!!!

I wanna stay home and be lazy!!

I slept for 16 hours straight!!!!

I guess I feel okay...idk

i feel like I wanna sleep more though *yawn*

well i guess I will see u one monday!!!!!!

bye!!!

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Sat Apr 25 2009, 15:21

saturday april 25th, 2:14PM

Well, I have been in a good mood lately, for your information! I have been on hte computer on and off the whole morning...RPing with Riddy! I can't believe I've never heard of RPing before HE!

Well my cousin is having a bridal shower today. Ha, that's what it's called! I've been calling it a wedding shower....haha. We're gonna go over early so mom can help put the flower arrangements together. It should be a fun night...bunch of the cousins getting toghether...and you know they're all gonna gossip and drink...some will get drunk...someone is gonna argue...and someone may fall in the pool! XD But....you can never be sure with the McKinleys...hahahah.

I think things are better, kinda, with my family. I mean I feel like I can't talk about my problems with them because they have their own problems....but it's fine...I've been talking to Spencer...he's helpful....I am glad I can talk to him. :D

Well, gotta stop in this forum...Mom is home...

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Mon Apr 27 2009, 17:19

Monday, April 27th, 4:12PM

Well, Today was good. I love my even days, waaay better than odd. 2 out of 3 classess are a piece of cake, and the third one I hate with a passion you could say--Biology. Well my mom is gonna be home in like 10 minutes so I guess I should go clean the kitchen...I'll get on later and write...

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Wed Apr 29 2009, 18:53

Wednesday, April 29th, 5:45PM

Well, I think I am gonna close this diary and start fresh. I need a clean start. I am trying to do the same thing to my life, you know? Clean it out. I wanna rid myself of all the drama in my life. I want it to be a simple, happy life. I want to focus on my schoolwork. I want to get my grades up and study for the CSTs for math which is tomorrow. I wanna be strong enough to get off the computer and go read my english book. I wanna feel like going to church, I want my family to want to go to church. I want to NOT cuss, it's shortens your vocabulary and makes you sound like an idiot (haha, they told us that in campus life today). I wanna not be angry at my parents. I want my parents to stop arguing. I want my sisters to grow up already. i want my mom to be happy. I want my dad to stop drinking. I want my dad to not be so prejudice and racist. sad

I want to live in Alabama, with all of my heart and soul and being, so much. I think I am gonna cry...seriously, now I am tearing up...*sob* I want someone to hold me through all this trouble. I want to have friends who care and who don't act like meanies. I want to be a kind, compassionate, patient, mature person. i want so many things, and this isn't even the material stuff. I want things, and I need things in life. I know I can't get them all, but I am praying for the patience and happiness until everything unfolds in my life.

I am going to church tonight, I am so glad....I just wish my church was better. WE can't find a good church. We've tried 3 already. I just wish my parents cared more about church, I think I care the most. I want to go to a good curch, with active youth and a good sermon. I want to be drawn to church...My church right now doesn't attract me. I mean God does, but not my church...And it hurts to have to admit that. I mean I get sooo much out of Reign youth but that's only friday nights...I need a Sunday sermon too. What I actually need to do is get off my butt and read my Bible...which I am proud to say I have been doing the past few nights. I am hoping to keep this up.

SO I am sure I am going to get a new diary. I have been thinking about it lately, and after reading Lucy's diary, she's inspired me. Not just to open a new diary (which i was gonna do already) but to get on track. I mean, I was already going to, but she was my push, and if oyu read this Lucy, I thank you. My diary is gonna be honest, and true...my thoughts. ANd if you read it, that's your choice, but I'm not gonna not write something because i odn't wanna hurt feelings. it would be your choice to read it. and thats that.

Well...don't need to talk about my day for now. see ya.

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Sun May 03 2009, 23:16

still in a crabby mood because of my life. i don't want to be the negative person who mopes over life. i mean i have a good life overall...but there's just this HUGE bump in the way of me being happy 100%. it makes me mad and sad, and irritated, and unfortunately quite bitter. the happiness i feel for somebody makes all the other unhappiness surreal. how can i be really happy at certain times, when most of the other time i am trying to not stress out about life? these are the questions that haunt me. not even kidding, for once.

oh, speaking of haunting I saw the ghosts of girlfriends past today. pretty good movie....but it was just a momentary distraction to all my problems. i think that is why i like HE and reading and stuff so much...it covers up some of the pain and anger i have....

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Mon May 04 2009, 18:33

monday May 4th, 5:24PM

Well, I figured out that I am in an emotional limbo, to use my friends word. I am mad because of my situation, so I am quiet thinking about that often. But I am also happy because of...Ed. (yes, his name is ed, figure it out). He makes me happy, even though every area of my life is in trouble.

I hate feeling like this, I'm so tired of trying to fight this...I don't wanna live, or breathe unless I feel you next to me..you take the pain I feel..I don't wanna sleep I don't wanna dream, cuz my dreams wont comfort me...Your parents say everything is your fault, but they don't know oyu like i know you, they don't know you at all...I'm so sick of what they say, it's just a phase you'll be okay, you're fine.

Well thats some lyrics to 2 different songs...yeah.

these posts are getting depressing i know. it's sucks for me to be writing them and knowing that its real.

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Mon May 04 2009, 20:05

Kimmers....remember what I told you. Last night and the other song isnt going to help....but that would make me like your dad...hypocritcal....cause I do it all the time.

Just keep on remembering everything in life happens to make you strong and a better person, ok twin?

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Tue May 05 2009, 22:59

*huggles*

thank you my twin. you're helpful. :D

well i am tired..i'll post here tomorrow...hopefully this diary will be closed soon so i can start my new one!

i am trying to be happy....trying really really hard! i don't wanna be mad. os i am not gonna be. willpower is all i need.

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Thu May 07 2009, 19:31

thursday may 7th, 6:17PM

SO...this has been a good week so far. I have been trying not to ponder my life too much. I am keeping myself busy right now, because I don't wanna give my brain space to wander around to thoughts I don't wanna revisit. I kinda know how Bella was when she didn't think about Edward...but it's not Ed I am covering up. I am running for class president for the class of 2012. I had to get 50 siggies from my class and I got them in 1 day-during lunch! WEll, I decided to run for prez in class one day, so i did it. I like the action of it...it's keeping me busy and that's what i need right now.

Well my dad is coming home tommorrow....oh joy. > loony's crazy life, seriously - Page 11 410894

loony's crazy life, seriously - Page 11 410894

welll....I'll still be respectful...but only cuz i have to....i don't want to at all. i wanna yell at him, cuss him out, but that's disrespectful.....blah! >.<

WEll...I wish someone would hurry up and close this diary...

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Tue May 12 2009, 22:31

Right. Well, I think what you should do, is go up to people and connect with them...just to make sure...you know, that they will vote for you, Reach out, to the little people. because I asked people and told them to vote for you, and they were like, well I dont even know her, so I was like, well You are gonna meet her.

So I think we should do that. YOu can't be shy. YOu gotta go up to different groups. The guys too....you have to be commited if you want to Crush Mercede...!!!!

Subject: Re: loony's crazy life, seriously Sun May 17 2009, 23:14

Sunday, May 17th, 10:09PM

I am doing pretty good. I went to church this morning, and on Wednesday, so I guess that's helped. And I've been reading my Bible and praying for patience...So I have acted like a typical Christian. I was trying to make it on my own and finally realized, when I was weak, that I needed God to help me. And he is. I had a good weekend with my dad home..I mean I still prefer him gone...But there was no fight breakout at all. There was beer though...Anyways...I have kept myself busy with actually accomplishing my homework...Well except for this one project...hehe. And I am being kept busy with running for class president! I made some sweet shirts for a group of my friends, and I made stickers, and posters...the whole sha-bang. Fun stuff!

This is my official last post in this thread. If it doesn't get closed up within like 2 days I'm gonna go ahead and open my new one up.

Well...I don't know what else to say...

When life gets you down, you know what you gotta do? Just keep swimming.
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