The Deatheaters Den

"Psh, I'll give you a clue."

Makes the gesture of "Slit slit"

"It broke open. After I." Slit slit

Touches his cheeks, realizing that they're warm.

"Why..Because you kissed me!"

"You slit your wrists?!" She asked trying to figure this out but she wasnt a bit fazed even if he had.. "You didnt want me to kiss you?"

"Yes..but you, who always get what you want probably can't understand why someone would want to end something, that seems so perfect in their eyes."

Takes the toilet paper off his wrists, and shows her the huge open gashes made there.

"Well..to tell you the truth, I've only had one other crush..and it didn't really work out. Almost got me sent to Azkaban."

"I dont know what its like?" Her face became stoney, She pulled her sleeves up to show marks on her wrists. "your right I have no idea..." She said a little sarcasticly.

"Mm..I had no idea. You seem like the preppy happy-go-lucky type."

He crosses his arms, letting the remaining blood drip onto his robe.

"I'll tell you why I did it, if you tell me why you did it."

"ok.. I did it becauses.. Just that.. everyone thinks Im this happy spoiled girl.. when really I grew up in a mansion with houseelves a maid and a tutor.. I didnt know weather I had a father and mother or if they were alive and when I did meet my father I found out he had killed my mother because she cheated on him.. I then Dated Draco and when we broke up Harry and Then Draco and Harry duked it out fighting over me.. like I was some stupid prize.. and I had no clue which one actually loved me and which one just wanted my allience.. So when it alll just came to be too much.. Who was I gonna talk to Im just some peppy girl.. Im never supposed to be sad.. so I cut.." she took a deep breath.. "what about you?"

"Mm.."

Recalls apon him and Vale and George fighting over Dani, frowning to himself.

"I'm sorry. I didn't know."

He takes in a sigh.

"Well..how to start. First of all, I didn't fit in at the private school they sent me too, cause I'm short and..not very social. I only have myself to blame for being anti-social."

He pauses for a moment.

"Before I got sent to that school, I was a baby. Well, the woman that had given birth to me didn't want a child. So she dumped me on the street, or so I assume. I don't really know what my parents were..but..He lifts up part of his hair, revealing some sort of mark, not a scar, but it looked like an ancient rune. After Jessica finished looking, he put the hair back down.Fortunately and unfortunately, a couple found me. They only wanted to use me for power though, so they asked I join the Deatheaters to get them closer to Voldemort. I was forced to study dark magic and stay locked up in my room the majority of the day, studying."

Takes another deep breath.

"Then, I came the Hogwarts. The people that took me in told me I couldn't make any friends and that they wanted me to do everything I could class related..or..well, or else they would punish me again. Punish means spells casted, spells casted means unforgivable spells casted."

He pauses, again.

"So, I made some friends..and I seemed a little happier when I came home for a week or so. They got mad, and I got punished."

"Then, I fell in love with this girl, she liked me, for awhile, another guy and George Weasley. We would always fight over her and she didn't like that. So after being rejected. I gave up on her and came here."

Blows out some air.

"I'm done."

"Wow.. we have alot in common.. atleast with the oppisite sex things," She sighed and smiled slightly..
"soo....Do you still like this Dani girl alot?"

"No."

He shakes his head.

"I'm over her, she has to many mixed feelings."

"yeah.... so anyways...?" She sighed and smiled slghtly pullig her sleeves back down.

"Oh, right, forgot to mention I got manipulated into doing drugs way to early. Anyways, I'll stop feeling sorry for myself."

He yawns, streching.

"I guess..I sort of like you."

Blushes very very faintly.

"Well thats good" She smiled "cause I sorta like you," she blushed slightly... "Ive never done drugs.. but Ive known people who have.... are they.. I dunno worth it?"

Cracks a very small smile at her.

"I've stopped..well, most of the time. The odd day when I'm really pissed off I'll take a puff of some weed..but otherwise. I'm done. As far as if they're worth it, No. They're idiots. Don't call me a hypocrite either. Most of them are to damn well full of themselves and obnoxious when they're stoned. Don't listen to anything they say, either."

"I was talking about the drugs.. not the people" She smiled, "but uh anyways.." she poked him, "so why dont you like being touched?"

"Oh! The drugs. They make you feel happy.."

Inches away from her.

"Because I don't."

She sighed, "you know everytime you inch away it just makes me feel like Ive got rabies or something" she said laying back on her bed and staring up at the ceiling.

For the first time he had came to the Deatheaters Den, he actually let out a real laugh.

"Don't worry, I know you're not rabid."

He smirks at her.

She smiled. "How do you know.. I could have rabies.. and I could bite you and give it to you" She giggled.. "wouldnt that be interesting."

He cocks an eyebrow at her, and decides to go all literal on her.

"If you had rabies, you'd be foaming from the mouth.."

"I was kidding.." She smiled awkwardly.. "Your very cute when you get all smart you know"

"..Oh..sorry."

Blushes again and looks away from her.

"aww your cute when you blush too" She grinned seeing she was making him uncomfortable.

Jess grinned, and kissed him then pulled away.. "You obviously dont mind being touched on the lips," she giggled.

Lily then walked in because scarlett and lynn were bugging her.
"I'm back and u can't get rid of me."

"Oh my god you're so annoying" Jess screemed and turned oveer stuffing her face into a pillow.

He shakes his head.

"Guess not, as long as it's from the right person."

Suddenly, whirls around to realize Lily was still in the room. He gets up from the bed and dusts himself off, to go sit in a corner pull out a notebook and start writting something.

"told u she likes u." Lily said

Frowns, looking up from his notebook.

"Go figure?"

Stuffs his face back into his notebook, and contiunes to scribble things down.

"Gah! Im laying right here can we not talk about me!" she pulled out her ipod and started playing Trains song Drops of jupitar and mouthed the words "get out" to Lily.

Scowls at the two of them.

"Before you two have another cat fight. I need to do something."

Stalks out of the room, seething, heading for the bathroom.

Jess's eyes got big and she ran out of the room after him, "Oh no you dont!" she said catching up to him before he could make it to the bathroom.

Turns, looking sort of awkward, holding a drug pipe in one hand and a knife in the other.

"Don't..call me melodramatic."

" I wasnt going to but you know now that you mention it" She smiled and took the knife away from him. "bad!" She said like she was talking to a dog and stuffed the knife in the back pocket of her jeans.

"I can always get another one."

Takes a few drags from his drug pipe.

"So..anyways."

"You dont need another one" she looked at his pipe and then up at him.. "Can I uh.. try?"

"Nope, I don't want you getting involved in drugs."

Seems still somewhat unstoned.

To short to put an arm around her shoulder without looking very very awkward, he slids his around her waist.

"but.. its no fair.. you can have some but not me?" she giggled and kissed him. "please." she smiled and bit her lip.

He scowls at her, being an angry stoned.

"Fine," He thrusts it at her, "You just whine untill you get it anyways. Just don't come to me when you're hooked."

She stuck her tongue out at him rudely. "Meanie" she muttered and inhaled it.

He rolls his eyes.

"I'm sleeping on your floor."

Walks into the room, and falls asleep quite quickly.

//I Have to gooo I'm sorry See you tomorrow!\\

(kk)

Jess sighed and tripped over him falling on the floor. She giggled uncontrollably and kissed him on the cheek then got a pillow and a blanket off the foot of her bed and stuffed the pillow under his head and put the blanket over him. Then with nothing else to do she fell on her bed and went to sleep.

After a full nights sleep, he gets up off the floor. Stiff and with a sore-head. He groans, lifting the blanket off of him and walks over to Jess.

"Should I wake her up?"

Shakes her lightly.

"mm" she said rolling over.."ello?" she said looking up at him groggily

"Morning." He replied grumpily.

"And since when did we decide I'm sleeping on the floor?"

"you decided that when you were high.. I would have gladly let you sleep in the bed" she smiled up at him.

"Oh.."

Makes a nervous cough/blush/clear throat.

"Right..speaking of which I sort of have a craving..Gotta resist it."

He yawns.

"How'd you sleep?"

"well considering its three in the morning Im going back to sleep." She yawned and then closed her eyes making room for him on the bed. Then fell asleep.

"Eh..right."

Goes to the very edge of the bed, taking his blanket from the floor with him, curling himself up into a very small ball.

//Night, have fun at school tomorrow.\\

She smiled at him and then fell asleep.

(I wont be on at all tommorw I have a ocncert)