Poems

First topic message reminder :

Hey everybody. My friend Ray told me my poems were good and said I should set up a topic where we can post poems we've written, both Potter related and non-Potter related. This'll also help us here at Hogwarts to get to know each other better. So, to start us off, here's one of mine I wrote for English last year. Ahem:

Where I’m From

I am from St. Mary’s Hospital,
General Health yearly checkups,
Chicken pox, colds and the flu.

I am from Shabbat candles,
Sunday morning services,
Passover sedars,
From Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, Sarah, Rebecca, Leah and Rachel.

I am from books,
Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings,
From Anne who has inspired me, nearly living through Hitler’s reign,
Reading in the sun, the grass warm under my feet.

I am from the lake,
Water-skiing is the sport I love,
Going fast, the water spraying my face.

I am from the dog I loved,
Megan, there my whole childhood,
Graceful in the water,
Her arthritic joints not working so hard,
Her beautiful black coat graying,
Her body thinning,
Gone so suddenly, she left us with sadness and memories.

I am from friendships, new and old,
Cousins, aunts and uncles I see only a few times a year,
Sleepovers and parties, holiday gatherings.

I am from back-to-school shopping,
Grades K-8,
Cold early mornings, the sun barely up or relishing the warmth of the sun on my skin,
Waiting, waiting for the summer days of freedom.

Yeah, not the best, but whatever.

Zeleyna, that was beautiful. I loved it. Ginny, wonderful poem, as always.

I'm crying you guys, honestly. I'm gonna be away and I just wanted to check out some of my favorite posts and i gotta say you guys, I love all of your poems. ginny...you are the best poem writer ever! z, that Katrina poem was so thoughtful, I just wanna recite it to my school...on national tv. Anyway, I love all you better-at-poem-writing-than-me ppl and I'll miss you...bi

Awww Ray!! *Huggles* Thanks so much.

Have fun wherever you're going Ray. I'll miss you! Thanks for everything you've put up here and for saying such nice things about everyone. Bye.

I'm back with more poems and want to share them...This first one is called "Questioning Myself" And it's what feelings and emotions I've thought about recently. It also shows that I'm not that strong anymore emotionally. It tells how things look, it shows my weaknesses. It is depressing just as I am, but I still have a brighter outlook on life. I no longer want to die, or drink or harm my body in anyway. I want to live, but I want to live happy. That's all I want is to be happy and not be crying like this...anyway enjoy.

Questioning Myself

Why?
Why is it I can't sleep, though the night forever calls?
Why must I strive for being better, when I've taken so many falls?
Where will my life go, if I forever wait for the right time?
Where will my heart go by then, and will it still be mine?
When will my tears forever dry, and when will I start to heal
When will my love replace my hate, and when will I be able to feel?
What is this life that I have now, that I never want to end
What is this stirring feeling inside and will it help my wounds to mend?

Why can't I stop the burning and aching within my chest
Why can't I just let go of her, and put this whole thing to rest?
Why can't I keep a promise that I swore that I could make?
Why can't I really stick to it and let it go for goodness sake?
How come I can't be strong and let my heart slowly break?
How come I can't be brave enough to dish out what I take?
Where has my strength and courage gone, why can't I back up a threat?
Where is my life going to go from here, when there's so much pain and regret?
When will I find where I belong and can I be happy again?
When I've lost my dignity and my pride, how am I supposed to win?
Why did my life have to be so scary, and why was it so bad?
Why couldn't I be born to a loving family with a caring mom and a dad?
What is it that I want to be, and what are my real goals?
What can I do to prove myself, when I keep digging myself into holes?

How can I love someone so deep, that I have not been able to touch
How can she make me only want her and how can I love her so much?
When I've never kissed, or held her and never physically been near
When I've been so strong before yet she can make me shed a tear
Why does she have this power, this power over me?
Why can her voice just call my name and drop me to my knee?
Why can't I say goodbye to her and simply walk away?
Why can't I simply let her go and not cry over her the next day?
Where has my determination gone, and why am I so weak?
Where has my logic run off to and why can't I speak?
Why am I pouring my heart out, for all the world to see?
Why do I have to show my weakness, to bare the soul of me?
What happened to my arrogance, my cockyness and pride?
What turned me into such a wimp that I have to run and hide?
Why did I drink so much and cause everyone so much strife?
Why did I take a chance to tamper with and nearly lose my life?
Where will I end up, I can't say for I now see things different in a positive way
Where I was heading, was a path so wrong but now I welcome a brand new day.
Whatever does happen both good and the bad,
What I will remember is the close call I had.
When I felt all alone, my friends opened my eyes
When I came back I was welcomed with lectures and cries.
What blew me away was their warm wave of care
What made me so happy was the love in the air.
When I needed to talk, many lended an ear
When I needed to vent, I could do it without fear.
Where I will go now, I don't have a clue
But wherever it is, to myself I'll be true.

~sniffles and wipes his eyes~
Well here's my next poem it's a little funny to me and is good for uplifting the depressing mood heh heck it even cheered me up! :D

I can't say

I'm no Prince Charming, but I can crack a smile
I can't save the world but I can rule it for a while.
I can't slay a dragon, but I can let out a mighty roar
I can't break an evil curse, but I can add one more :D

I can't give you the moon, but I can point to it in the sky
I can't give you the sun but I can show you how to fry.
I can't give you a planet, but I can give you a dizzy spin
I can't give you the stars, but I can make a wish again

I'm not a wealthy king but I can still give you a crown
I can't replace your broken heart but I can help you smile not frown.
I can't give you a one night fling but I can purpose and give you a ring.
I can't get a musician to come to you but I can proudly sing.

I can't give you a flashy wedding but I can buy you a cake
I'm not a rich and wealthy guy but hey, I'l try to fake.
I'm not the guy to call for money but I can give you care
I can't compliment you on an ugly dress but I can say I love your hair.

I can't stay awake during church, but I'll record the sermon down
I can't afford a luxury cruise, but I can drive you to the next town.
I may not like your choice of furniture but I'll gladly paint the walls
I can't say I like to talk on the phone but I'll hang up on all the calls.

I can't say I'm the perfect man, but I'm better than Ben Stiller
I can't say I want to watch horror movies but I'll settle for a thriller.
I can't say that I'm gonna cry on Titanic, but on Arachniphobia I will definitely panic!
I can't say watching Bambi will make me sorry for the deer, but I can say that I'm not touching another single beer.

I can't say Little Mermaid will have me longing for the ocean but I can go buy you some discount lotion.
I can't say all the movies that are swimming through my head but I can say one that sticks out "Drop Dead Fred".

I would have added a lot more but I'm getting sleepy now and am going to bed. Hope you all enjoy the poems and I will post more later.

Jesse

The first one was very depressing, but i liked it.. luckily you put that other poem there too cuz it made me laugh at some places! Otherwise i would be grumbling how much life sucks and stuff, but naah, i'm a happy person.

Gee, you all can really write great poems!!!! *is jealous*

JESSE OMG THOSE WERE SO GOOD PUT ME TO SHAME SOME MORE WHY DON'T YOU. *tackle huggles* The first one was so sad and heartfelt I cried and the second one was so funny and I don't know what but it made me laugh.

TWINNY YOU'RE THE BESTEST!!! *tackle huggles some more*

lol, those were all great! i am NO poet!

JESSE OMG *cries and bawls her eyes out* Omg omg omg omg >.< I'm like cryinggggggggggg *sniffles* and I knew exactly what its about and who its about^^ the second one made me laugh :D Its sweet at the same time ^^

I'm not poet either, but Jesse, you have creative talent! Which this is why i loveeee you so much *huggglesss*

Jesse, you are amazing. *is jealous*

This is a poem about how I feel, and I'm talking about a friend of mine in it. None of you know her.

Sand

I’m afraid to touch her
I’m scared she will break
With the slightest touch
she could disintegrate
Her smile says she’s happy
Her eyes say she’s sad
It kills me inside
To see her hurting so bad
I want to help her
as much as I can
But now that I tried
It all turned to sand
I know what I did
Has just got to be right
But it did nothing
but boost her fright
It’s for the best
It’s for her health
Is what I try to tell myself
But It hurts me
And it hurts her
I can’t begin to put this in words
All that I know
Is when she hurt so bad
I tried to help her
And it all turned to sand.

Something from my emotions, I'm new to this so it won't be as good as everyone elses.

You

Every day and night
I think about how my life would be
If you were still here
I think about how my future would be
If you were not here
But your presence seems so near
Yet...so far away

I try so hard for things
That I don't even deserve
I try and I try
Only...It doesn't even work
Because you always told me
If I worked hard for it
That means I would really
Deserve it

I worked hard to have you back
So hard, but it seems like
I never deserved it
because you probably
Don't even know I exist anymore

My heart throbs and aches
from every thought of you
Because you were one in a million
and if this were a piece of paper
my tears will be splattered all over it
because of you

I smile just to hide the sadness
But everyone falls for it
They just don't understand me
They don't even care
They just pretend to care when
I shed my tears
Because they only care for themselves
And they feel like
They'll be in trouble.

My tears will soak this page
messing up the ink
that I wrote this poem in
I know it doesn't even make sense
But I only got this out of my head
Because if I used my heart
It wouldn't even make any more sense

To be honest, it was from my heart
But I just can't throw my emotions apart

If you didn't leave
I wouldn't be this person today
If you didn't leave
I wouldn't be like this today
If you didn't leave
My life would be so much better
Then writing depressing things
In a letter
If you didn't leave
I would still be that happy little girl
That I always was


You left,
And now my life is mess
You left,
And I can't be my best
You left,
and I won't be able to stop shedding these tears
Because you were a big part of my life
And apart of others.

But you left me for another
Another life
Another journey

All I wish is that you atleast send a letter
Or call me
Maybe even e-mail me
Or atleast send a present
To tell me
That you actually loved me

I'm like this today...
Because you threw me on the floor
and broke my legs
And never helped me up
To heal
To be that happy little girl that I used to be


I just feel like I hate you for all of this.






Sorry, thsi was probably terrible, but I tried..

*Runs off and cries*

Oh Candy that was really good... and I you know that I don't just pretend to care. *huggles*

I love ya sis. ^_^

LOST LOVE

Knowing my feelings, why did you?
I constantly ask myself, what did or didn't I do.

Always thought you were the one, the best.
Never would have thought that you were just like the rest.

And to think, I opened up to you.
Thought you were the one to mend my heartache.
I told you my life, and everything I wanted to do.
Well, sorry, guess that was my mistake.

Of all my decisions,
I thought this was yet my best.
Guess we mixed our emotions,
Because you took the heart out of my chest.

What did I do wrong?
For you two,
I tried to stay strong.
But your the one who told me to be true.

So, when I finally confessed my feelings for you,
You told me how things weren't working with you two.
And said that your relationship wouldn't work,
While giving me that "You Know What I Mean" look.

No matter what, we would always be friends.
Is what you had me promise, while everything was fine,
Regardless the outcome in the end.
But it's easier said than done, knowing you will never be mine.

That day you took me by the hand and asked me not to cry,
I kept on begging you not to
Trust me, I tried my hardest, you have no clue how hard I had to try
But it didn't work, because the more and more I fell for you.

Time has passed now and i was finally able to let go
The truth is that i am totally and completely over YOU!!!




I GIVE AWAY

I give away my life
So you can live free
I give away my hope
So you can be happy

I give away my smiles
So you can have them on your face
I give away this heart
So you wont fall from grace

I give away my blood
So you can forgive and forget
I give away my tears
So you will never regret

I give away my understanding
So you temper will never flair
I give away my eyes
So you know that I care

I give away my love
So you can feel tenderness
I give away every feeling
So you wont have loneliness

I give away my voice
So you can be understood
I give away my opinion
Only because I could

I give away my shelter
So love will find you
I give away my life
So you could see the world true

I give away my faith
So you can believe
I give away time
So you will never grieve

I give away my silence
So nothing can pain
I give away my day
So you will never feel my shame

I give away my future
So you wont know me
I give away my everything
So you will never know why I be

I give away these words
So you can read them
I give away my soul
So you may keep it in your jacket hem

I give away this poem
For you to read and know
I give away everything for you
Now you can never say no

I give away you
So I can be free
I give away your everything
So I can be happy

Oh....my....goodness. Jackie, that was amazing. Both poems. Candy, you're too hard on yourself. The poem was really good.

Sorry I haven't put any poems up lately. I haven't really had any good days that inspire my poems for a while. Oh well, you guys do well without them. Keep writing, all of you.

Dang it all of you people writing things and making me feel like an inferior piece of badger dropping. I'm NEVER EVER posting on here again because I'll just end up getting embarassed.....but I'll read and leave little comments about how envious I am of all of you...

lol ginny, i didnt kno we had a poem column thing!! im so gonna post later!! i love writting poems!!!

MY LIFE

why is it everytime i love someone
they come by and hurt me?
way back when i was young
my mother died
and my father turned drunk

He'd seek me out
just to let out his frustration on
i cried and pleaded
but it wasnt enough
i could have told
but i just loved him too much
and i kno
deep down inside
he loved me to

but i was taken care of
and sent to live with
my foster parents
they love me how
i learned to love them

i moved to a new town
where i was unfamiliar with
the faces were friendly
but mine remained dark
i tried many wasy to rid myself
but it didnt work out

The pain kept coming back
i felt lost and alone
like nobody cared at all
and i kno its true
now somethings worng with me
they say i have a heart problem
and i need a transplant

my life is one huge mess
and i would trade it in
for anybody else's in tha world
in a blink of any eye
just to feel what love really is

to hold your mom and dad
and know that they will never hurt you.
but, life isnt always fair
thats it, isnt it?
i was just given an unlucky life
filled with tragedy and doom?

i want someone to love
i want someone to care
i want someone to teach me
how to feel and see
theres someone like that
i just have to seek them out....


by Jillian

ALONE


I walk a path that is my own
A life of struggle a life alone
A dusty trail full of rocks and hills
Moments of pleasure seeking thrills

But late at night when the stars come out
When in my mind no one hears me shout
I long to walk this path with someone
To watch the sun set when the day is through

To hold them tight through out the night
or just to hold their hand
But life's not fair it's really quite cruel
Believing this dream just makes me a fool
For I hold my love deep in my heart
With no one to share the deepest part

by Jilly



THE SEARCH FOR LOVE

All my life I've been searching
searching for love
i don't know who I'm searching for
but its someone

i closed my eyes to everyone
it was only you i could was black
my whole body torn
a cut so deep
i could not mourn

these ldark clouds, they guided me
they guided me to no one
the love i was searching for
a love that i alwasys seem to lose

the tears burn my face
i don't know why I'm crying
I've lost myself
the me i can't replace


by Jilly


Eck!! absolutley horrible and depressing!! i kno!!! but this is how i feel rite now, lots of stuff going and things, so yea, tell me what you think!

This is not good, it's horrible, and it doesn't even say everything it should...but i had to write it.


If Only

If only I could put into words the deep regret I feel,
You would still have but a fraction,
of my feelings.

I can only imagine the hurt i've bestowed underservingly on you,
And con't comprehend how I deserve your friendship still,

I wish you to know I am honoured that you would even consider me a friend still
And now the truth is revealed I hope for it to stay that way.

If only I had known before,
than acting in ignorance first,
but then i still did a stupid thing,
in sorrow, my heart could burst

I did a stupid thing,
I should have know better,
If only i could go back
i'd do it all again,
for hurting those who don't deserve...
i can't believe i did.
I'm sorry

And yes, I'm back again with another delightful poem. This one is about my gf(romance lover aka Jess) who is gone for a while and I missssssssssssssssssss her a lot so I wrote this for her.

My dearest love-

My dearest love, I miss you.
You're always on my mind.
My dearest love, I need you
when I'm trailing steps behind.

My dearest love, I want you
To always be by my side.
My dearest love, I adore you
And for you, my time I'll bide.

My dearest love I weep for you
and shed my manly skin.
My dearest love, I think of you
and when we'll meet again.

My dearest love, I call for you
in the darkness of the night.
My dearest love, I fear for you
and hope you will be alright.

My dearest love I sing for you
though my song may be off tune.
My dearest love I fancy you
from morning till afternoon.

My dearest love I pray for you
and hope that you are blessed
My dearest love I pain for you
I miss you so much, Jess.

My dearest love I've felt you
though I've not held your hand.
My dearest love I've admired you
and I'm your biggest fan.

My dearest love, I dance for you
though my steps don't fall in line
My dearest love I yearn for you
and am thankful you are mine.

My dearest love I dream of you
some good dreams and some bad
My dearest love I long for you
whether you're happy or sad.

My dearest love, I like your smile
it can brighten a rainy day.
My dearest love I like you laugh
when you send your jokes my way.

My dearest love I adore your eyes
and the beauty that they hold
My dearest love I adore your face
what a perfect shape and mold.

My dearest love, I like your nose
it's cute and makes me smile.
My dearest love I like your lips
I could kiss them for a while.

My dearest love I adore your freckles
they compliment your style.
My dearest love when I see them
I can't help but be in awe for a while.

My dearest love, you make me blush
much more than I want to reveal.
My dearest love, I can't help but say
how you truly make me feel.

My dearest love, I'll wait for you
till time stands at a still
My dearest love, know I love you
and I always will.

Nothing


I'm afraid to admit
That I love you so
You won't even care
Because you can be as dark as a crow
Even if I took a dare

It hurts to know that you don't even like me
I try to avoid the fact that you exist
But I can't forget the image of you that I see
Because it's hard to just press 'exit'

Out of that, I don't just something
I get a big pain in my chest
because I just got nothing
Nothing, nothing at all, which you think it's for the best

You don't even know that I even walked on this world
Because someone else caught your eye
And she is close to me
All I have to do is hide it behind a lie

And I just get nothing, nothing at all
This just makes me cry
Only because you think its all just a joke

Maybe its just best for me to let go..

Because I'm just pure nothing.


(This is dedicated to someone in IRL)

Random Quote:
"Life can really let you down when you don't care about it."

*sniffs*




Candy

wow... all of these are so good! so emotional, fantastic! I have a little notebook of poems when I was a wannabe poet, I'll have to hunt that down.... but good job to all of you!

(and jilly, try to look out for those triple posts lol)

Oooo, i love petry!!! i'll come by and post one of my poems i wrote!!

By the way, all of those ore good!

Happiness is shimmering in the night's pale moon.
Set atop the distant mountains.
Beyond the horizon sings birds of a free decor.
Grilled cheese dribbles from the sky
the toaster closes it's big brow eye.
Moldy apples best decay
to drive the evil ones away..

Stand fast for now
there is an orange cow.
Mooing loudly without a smile
as if it can't moo for quite a while.
The dust settles
eyes awaken.
It was only a dream.

I'm back with some more poems that will get me laughed at 'cause they suck...Oh well.

Stupid nightmares...

Web of Lies
In a tangled web of lies,
Each hope you can see seems to die....
You fear,
That your end is near.
For once fate is not on your side,
You think as you run for a place to hide.
The lies follow you everywhere you go,
They try to make you follow them but you cry into the darkness, "NO!"
Then morning comes and you stare up into the light,
Will you sleep at all tonight?

I see you everyday,
yet I can't wait forever.
So much I want to say,
but really can't endeavor.

You know how I feel,
but still do nothing.
Well, these feelings are real,
so please do something.

I sit around and think,
often wishing on stars,
but there seems to be a missing link,
that makes you so close yet so far.

We could be perfect together,
if only you would give me a try.
Yet I can't wait forever,
and that is no lie.

You are all I think about.
You mean so much to me.
But there is still that doubt,
that friends is all we'll ever be.

As I said, we could be perfect together,
yet I can't wait forever.

Morning light bathes the horizon
though my eyes can not behold its wonder.
Trapped in the web that binds my soul
ftom enjoying the drops of dewdrops; this I am.
Forgoing my destiny due to fear and starvation
my journey cut short.
My eternal weakness is that what pounds in my very chest
And it's rhythem I can not contest for fear is at its best.
Shrouds of uncertainty fill my ever fiber
and scattered glass fragments that was once my emotion, is swept away.
Beckoning my soul to reawaken is not the whisper of a gentle breeze but the demand of a howling wind.
And open my eyes I will do, for it will do me no good to vanquish the body I have now.
This carcass is what holds the elements of my being.
It whispers and cries, though I do not wipe away its tears.
Instead I fall...deeper into the dark labyrinth that is only my fears.


I decided to get poetical today heh I'm just weird but feeling that poetic vibe.

Well this is not really a rhyming poem. It's just something along the lines of a poem. I wrote it about a yar ago but bear in mind i was really sad and a little wasted when i wrote it so you might not get it. Here it is..

Alone here bi miself
How I want it to be
i am content
however, slightly out of this world
but isn't that how we all are sumtimes
I have forgotte about you for a while
but then I was abruptly brought back to the pain of reality
I neva wrote such crap in mi life
It doesn't make sense to anyone but me
I have tried so hard to forget you
My head pounds hard with memories of your face
Tear sting mi eyes
I am overwhelmed by so many different things
words, thoughts
all floating around mi head
Reading this people would think i'm crazy
Demented maybe
But i beg to differ
I write these words merely to keep me sane
and also to keep me from passing out
My insides burn frum intoxication
I can onli pt up this face for so long
I miss you
Now i refer to someone different than the one at the beginning of mi wutevr this is called
A writing put together from my drunken words?
I hate you at times yet now.....
I miss you
I could no longer talk to you
Our realtionship is not wut it used to be
No more latenight calls i used to get during these summer vacations
My head now begins to throb
I don't know how much longer i can last
Holding in all these thoughts and emotions
I don't know what to do anymore
So i sit here and try to write away mi sorrows
I don't even think i'm supposed to be here
Yet i stay, for i am comfortable
At ease and at peace
There is no one who could talk to me as you have
However you have changed
There is no on here who can relate to how i feel
Most people would think i'm crazyand maybe overly intoxicated
But only I understand what I wrote
My skin grows warm
I am now ill
My insides are empty
Maybe I'm not alone. Maybe there are sum people out there hoo just might feel the same
No one seems to realise I am missing yet.
I am finished
I sit here in this room........
Alas they have found me now and i must go
I spoke too soon.

That's one. And I found another one I wrote. It's called alone.

Alone

I want to be free

To live in a world where pain isn’t felt

And numbness is just a cloud away

I wanna live with those I know I can’t

Join their lives,

Even though I know they’re not real

But still....

I wanna know what it’s like not to feel

But until then I’ll keep dreaming

Hoping for that day when I can really say

“No, there’s no feelings, ..... there's nothing there anymore”

Sigh

I’m so tired

Yet I continue

I must finish what I started

I must erase everything that was seen, heard, said................

Felt

Everything that happened because of you..

But I’ll never be free

Never!

But alas!

It seems I’ll always be......................

Alone



-*A*

jess, those were good! everyone's poems are really good.... darn, I wish I could write like that :D

psh whatever cookie you can write like mine you just start saying nonsense things LOL

Jess I loved your poems. I think its cuz I can really relate to them. Trust me.

they're all awesome!

Unspoken Emotion

I have a question for you
Would you answer it for me?
Does that sound like something I'd do?
Is this the way it has to be
The words I'd never say
Ripping me up inside
When I hear you believe
it happened that way
Can't I just explain?
Let me relieve
all of my pain?
And when you read this
You'll shake your head and sigh
Say it was just something you missed
That I'm just a horrible person who lies
You must know deep down that I'm not
I'm not saying that in someways I wasn't wrong
But you weren't always right
I'll try my hardest to stay strong
Though I'd give the world not to fight
There's nothing more for me now
I still feel betrayed, as you do

~~Don't ask, those who are meant to understand it will when they read it...~~

Weeds of the Heart
When.
When a flower blooms,
Within the heart.
Do you water it.
Or rip it to shreds?

Pull it’s petals.
Twang in the heart,
Pummel.
Pummel this love…

Nurture this flower,
Within the heart,
Do not let it.
Shrivel away…
Keep it safe,
Beckon you.
You, this love I keep.

Tear it to weeds.
Bury it deep,
Never let it escape.
Escape a moments breath.

Bury.
Bury it in those weeds.
Never let it.
It escape.
Forever in the heart.
A never ending sleep-He loves me not.

Hey jealousy
Hey jealousy
I look you in the eye.
In the eye I see,
I see what is you,
Green Dragon.
Red Dragon.
Anger of a sort.
I wanna be.
I wanna be you…
With you I can’t contend.
With you.
With you I can’t beat.
For now I hate you.
For now.
Hate.
False hate.
Hate.
You make me.
You make me sick.
I hate.
I hate you.
You.
For now…

You are what I see.
A vision.
A vision of perfection.
Why can’t I be you?
Why can’t I?
I just wanna,
Be,
You.

Fire.
Fire embodies me,
My eyes,
My heart,
My blood.
Why can’t I be you?
It saddens,
It saddens me.
Why can’t I just be you?

Hello jealousy…

The End
Sometimes,
Do you think the world
Is gunna end?
The daunting,
Of nothingness.
Emptiness.
Something’s gunna
Happen.
Something.
The world is in slow motion,
The world.
Black.
Black Hole.
Simultaneously
The world,
Is gunna end.

I have others but they aren't really suitable for this forum, they are R rated.
Yun

Dead Inside

I am dead inside.
It's cold and dark
I want to numb it
Take it all away
Just let it be a bad dream.

So dead...
I want the pain to stop
Let me be alive again
I want to feel something
Does anyone care?

No feelings, no emotions
My tears won't fall
I can't stop this pain
Numbing it doesn't help
It still hurts.

Dying more by the moment
It hurts so bad
I want to cry
Let me scream
Take it away

Numb once again
I want to feel the good
But all I feel is the bad
I can't stop it
I'm broken

Shattered and breaking more
By every minute that ticks away
Another piece of me dies
I am a shell of who I once was
Dying and crumbling

And now I am finally dead
Dead inside
All tears
All Pain
Gone
For I am now dead inside..

Good on you fateds, did it make you feel better?
I have a poem much like yours, although i don't think its suitable for this forum
Yun

Wow well I just want to let you guys know I don't really write poetry that well but here is one I will share.

The seasons change-

Springtime arrives and blooms.
The water ripples slowly.
The grass blows calmly.
The seasons change.

Summertime arrives.
The water warms up.
the beach is welcoming.
The seasons change.

Autumn arrives.
The trees cry their leafy tears.
hibernation of creatures has begun.
gold and yellow coats the fallen leaves.
The seasons change.

Winter arrives.
The water freezes to ice.
Snow becomes the ground's carpet
The cold winds blow.
The seasons change.

<b>Mannequin</b>
Like a mannequin doll,
I lie still.
Never blinking.
Never breathing.
As a tornado of,
Thoughts.
Cycle through my,
Head.
Through my,
Mind.
All I want to be,
Is free.

This world,
You have.
Has tied,
Me down.
Tightly,knotted.
To this bed.
As my thoughts,
Collide.
In my mind.
In my head.
I might as well.
Be known as,
Dead.


<b>Wasted tears</b>
The tears slip by,
Down my cheeks.
Like raindrops on a window pane.
They get lost,
Lost in the midst.
These tear drops are lost.
Not to be regained.
Forever they were precious.
Deep within my brown eyes.
But now I let them go.
Just like my feelings for you.
They are just wasted.
These tear drops.
Just like my feelings for you.
Do I bother to wipe them away?
Or let them fall,
In a never ending stream.
You made these tears fall,
Like my pain over you.
These tears,
They remind me,
Remind me of you.

Yun

Not How We've Always Been

So you're gone again
For what reason I do not know
Things between us are not how they've always been
Do I consider you friend or foe?
The former is certainly the preferred of the two
That still doesn't tell me what I have to do
I'll bide my time and slowly move on
After a while I won't notice you're gone
Because I still breathe, my heart still beats, my life cointinuse to be lived as well
Even though you're absent from my world, it's not as though I'm going through hell
Yet there is a slight guilt I feel
About not noticing that you're not here
Is this a way for the heart to heal?
Healing means getting better, so I assume I have nothing to fear
When you return will I be glad?
Smile and laugh, saying you were missed?
Or will I find myself angered and mad?
Pout and ignore you and feel extremely pissed
That the serene calm I felt while you weren't there
Has vanished and disappeared as quick as can be
When you're back again, will I care?
I'm so confused, and mixed up inside
We were once close friends
But there's on thing of which I'm certain, this fact I won't hide...
Things between us have changed, and are not how they've always been.

~This was an olllllllld one that just fell out of my notebook when I picked it up lol....It doesn't really describe how I feel anymore~

Good poems everyone!

I don't really have a title for this. Just my random thoughts

Nothing to do,
Makes me question the point of my existence
Soon my world would be in for a rude awakening
I should care, I should be worried, scared
But I'm not
Strangely enough
I returned to one of the places where I can find peace
I once again had the oppurtunity to drown my sorrows out
with the satisfying taste of sweet intoxication
It has now become an annual thing
For me at least
Once again I only reached the point of passing out
But nothing like a few splashes of water to shake you back into things
I can now honestly say I've forgotten one of my problems
But now I need to try to forget one I thought has been dead these past few years
But the flame has been reignited, and I think it will be a while before it goes out completely this time
I look around my room, at all the pictures I have of us
We looked so perfect together, we fit
If I didn't know any better I'd say you looked like....
Doesn't matter
You're gone, and your heart belongs to another
I stare at them, reminiscing,
A wave of nostalgia overcomes me
Then once again,
Reality kicks in
What took you so long?
I lay here at night and wish that things were different
That I didn't feel this way
But I cannot control my heart
I cannot tell it who to love
It overpowers, my weak and feeble mind
The only one to blame is myself
And only by myself will I get over this.....


That Cursed Night
The day started out like any other,
Promising.
I saw you standing there,
Waiting.
I did not know what to do
Why did I feel this way?
Day slowly turned to night
and though I tried with all my might
I could not deny my feelings for you
We danced but I dared not look you in the eye
My feelings for you were no lie
Finally the night drew to an end
I knew a chance like this would never come again
I asked you to dance and this time I held you close
and you held me too
I had never felt so safe
You felt it too, I know you did
You realised how perfectly we fit
You pulled away, you denied it
Your feelings, my feelings, you ran scared like a little boy
I don't blame you
It scared me too
And you already had someone else,
Someone waiting for you
My heart sank lower, for I had none
Now you're gone, but my feelings for you still linger
I hope it will not be long, before they too,
Disappear

Sleepless Nights
[i]I lay awake at night
unable to find sleep
I think of you
Your face, your smile, your voice...
Never again will I know these things
For you are gone...
There will come a time when you return
Not to me, but to another
All I have is your friendship
If you only knew that I wish for something more
But you could never
We've been there before
That memory I wish I could erase
Along with my feelings for you
I only have the memory of that night
That one night was all I had
What you were kind enough to give me
One of the reasons why I love you so much
But never again
You are gone and your heart belongs to another
There is nothing I can do
Holding onto this memory just makes me even more unhappy
For it is a constant reminder of what could never be
Tears sting my eyes and I turn to the side in an attempt to fall asleep
Soon, I will doze off and I will be haunted by my dreams...
That's what I get for faling in love...
Sille me...
I should've known better....

hey guys were doing this project for school and we needed a poem.. so I went on here and grabbed a few of your guyses poems.. and put your guyses names.. well as much of your real names I know lol.. well I endid up showing another group the poems and they fell in love with some of them and endid up using the one by Jesse about the Movies.. and our group endid up using the one by Jesse where a man was in the war and telling his wife he loved her before he died.. then one group stole the paper and usued one of Rachels and then another group used Pansys... so sorry guys.. It was just supposed to be my group and I hope you were all ok with that.. and if you arnt tell me and Ill take the poems away from them!