Inside Smartie's head.

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Subject: Inside Smartie's head. Sat Feb 02 2008, 22:46

First topic message reminder :

These entries are about my life at school and my boy problem, My friend problems.
Some entries are in 'novel' form but just tell me what u think or if u have any
Questions you know where to post.........& dont hesitate to tell me what u think.

"I fear our friendship will never be as strong
as it was in the past, and our future is
nothing but a stroll down the road to darkness."

"As the place on my back throbbed
from where he had poked me I thought
to myself, Is this what its come to?
Him asking but not caring?"
(because the boy i am talking about asked me something and he said rite after "you know what? i dont care")

"I sat up quickly as the pain seared
through my back.
He had done i again"

"....as he walk swiftly past me, I only wondered...."

"As he tried to get my attention, I gave him
no sign of interest. It tore me, as well as him.
But I knew our friendship would never be the same
again."

"Still constantly growing apart.
Day by day, Hour by hour,
Minute by minute, Second by second.
I knew the time was coming. I just hoped I
could fix it before it was lost forever."

"He is trying to make up for his past behavior,
He thinks I will forgive him. He thinks I am as
ignorant as the others. Well I am not so easily fooled.
I will never forgive him for what he has done."

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sun Jun 01 2008, 17:18

OMJ!!!! (yes J)

AstroCamp was so much fun. we made bottle rockets and we did the sky coaster and the zip line and we went through this maze. ummm....we went on a 2 mile hike up a mountain to see green water!!! (it was so not fun!!) :faint: I was tired. ummm....wat else? oh! we had a night swim in 45 degree weather (yeah) (i know!!!)
me, hannah, angel and sarah bunked together.
then it was mari, dest, honda, and lani.
then jessica and jolene..
jessica got really sick, like she had a fever and a sore throat and she had the chills and everything. i played doctor/ nurse again.
Jacob didnt go. (i have to talk to u kim. caLL me,)
i also met this guy. idk wat his name was. he said one name evey time i talked to him. he said Allen, then Feris, then some dude called him Vincint. idk it was weird but supposedly lani had fixed us up and we were going out haha.
(yeah i know)
but he was cute. like realy cute. he was swimming the same time we were rock climbing in the gym so i git to see him with him shirt off.
he had farmer's tan. haha. he was WHITE!!! but a lil darker that Gupton. and i could see the ripples forming from a 6pak
haha he was cute. ummm.....and he was in the same building as us. cuZ the peeps from his school were sharing our dorm building. and we were on the same floor. so we would talk through the window.
we talked until ms. montes came and got hannah in trouble for throwing a tampon out the window to Josh. he caught it, realized wat it was and ran outside and threw it. ms. montes found it and the girls were nt allowed to open their window anymore. but i still did.
im a rule breaker. haha

and the food was good. our guide was ttly awesome. his name was tony. he was really fun. i liked him.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sun Jun 01 2008, 17:34

so the first day we got there... we went to our dorms and got settled in, that's when that stupid dude 4umm Allen's school tried to jump into his dorm through his window and broke his wrist. then, we met tony and we went for the 2 mile hike, up the side of a mountain. over hills. up and down and up and down then we went to dinner where we had turkey an mashed potatoes. we had rice krispies for desert. then we went back to the dorm. then at 7:30 we had a fire drill. and we went to the telescope place where we saw the stars and Saturn and mars. it was so beautiful u should have been there. did u know the polar ice caps on mars are made of dry ice? i learned that there. haha then we went back to our dorms (where i talked to Allen for a bit) then we went to sleep. in the morning we had kitchen duty and we had to get up at 6am but stupid OLD got up at 5am and woke all of us up. so we all got up and we walked down to the cafeteria place. and set the tables and everything. then we all ate(pancakes and sausage) and we had to wait there after breakfast and cleaned up. then we went back to our dorms for an hour and hung out and the we went to meet tony for ropes training. we did a lot of team work tests. we had to get stuff out of a bucket and into another one, the 1st bucket had ropes attached to it it was hard we did it on our third try the we went across the bridge of doom. and we practiced on low ropes. it was fun then we had a 20 min break and we went to build rockets it was so much fun. then we went to lunch where we had hamburgers. then we went back to our dorm and hung out then we went to launch our rockets. it was cool cuz there were bleachers and a gate blocking the top so it was like a cover so ppl on the bleachers wouldn't get hurt and stuff and everyone else's rocket went away 4umm the bleachers but mine was the only one that went toward them and landed on the gate thing haha(it is now in the astrocamp all of fame). mine was the only one that tried to kill anyone..hhahaha. Mr eddins made one and it was like a home run rocket. it went over the trees and we couldn't find it hahaha. destanies landed in a tree hahaa. it was fun. the we went to do the zip line and that was fun to watch. i couldn't go on. (there was a weight limit sad

) but it was fun to watch ppl crash into the wall when they came in. marizela and josh were too light so they had to go together and that was funny cuz they came in fast and josh got sandwiched he looked like one of those crash test dummies haha, most of them did crash. after that, we went to dinner where we had teriyaki chicken and brown rice. it was good then we went back to our dorm, then we went for the night swim in 45 degree weather (brr...) Inside Smartie's head. - Page 3 Pen

(penguin weather.) haha it was so cold but the pool was heated. then we took showers and went to sleep. then we got up and had breakfast where we had eggs and potatoes. then we brought all our stuff to our pick-up place. and we went to do the sky coaster. it was scary. Mr. eddins did it first. i did it fourth. i felt queasy the first couple swings but it was fun. then when i climbed on the ladder to get down my legs were shaking. after that we went rock climbing. it was fun. my hands got sweaty and i slipped but the machine/harness thing saved me. it was so fun. then we came back and on the way we ate in-and-out, and then we met at the donut shop and now i am here. it was so much fun.....wish u coulda been there.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sun Jun 01 2008, 17:51

[b]that sounds like a lotta fun!!! i wish i coulda gone!!! did u take ur camera???[/b]

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sun Jun 01 2008, 18:09

YUP YUP

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Tue Jun 03 2008, 21:05

so....today was so awesome. we started the olympics. (but daz not y it was great)
well Paco and Mari were doing couple's counciling. it was funny. I was the therapist. haha. Destanie and Josh were there too and i did all these marrage activinites and crap. it was funny.

then at PE Hannah was acting all mad at Jacob and it was funny and Hannah Me and Angel were sitting at the table and hannah had said jacob was a jerk and i sceamed it out loud and he came over. so we were hanging out at the table and hannah got mad so she left for the fied and angel went with her. so me and jacob were left at the table, and we were talking and brody and bobby had come and we all went to the field and i was supposed to keep jacob away from hannah and i was just walking with him out there and we were just walking side by side talking and i though that was so cool. and we were saying how like stuff was in the constitution and stuff and it was cool cuz he is smart and i am smart and it was cool talking to him and when i woould say big word he wouldnt go "huh?' like all the girls. and cuz he was gonna hit me and i said its against the law for him to hit me and he said there is nothing that says i cant hit you and i was like "yeah there is and he was like "what amendment?" and i was like "the 1st." and was like "thats free speech!" and we started laughing. so we went to where hannah was and we were jsut hanging out. he was messing around with me and he said he loved me.. he told me some funny stuff only me and him would laugh about. (if u know whaat i mean.) and it was fun.

then we went inside and we blew up water ballons and it was so freaking hard. have u tried to blow one up? HARD!!! hahaha well thats pretty much it.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Wed Jun 04 2008, 19:26

same today. it was fun.
we did the 3 legged race for the olympics nad the balloon pop and the water replay and the suitcase game.

it was fun. well...idk Jacob and I were hanging out again and it was cool. we say "I love u" now so ..... yeah. sad

im so happy its bringing me to tears. Inside Smartie's head. - Page 3 Pen

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Jun 05 2008, 20:08

~~IM NOT GONNA GET VALEDICTORIAN!!!!!!!!~~

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sat Jun 07 2008, 15:04

I AM THE CO-VALEDICTORIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sat Jun 07 2008, 15:05

Darn Jacob!! o well... i amd having a littlel trouble writting my speecH!!!! Inside Smartie's head. - Page 3 Aquill

I am so nervous but excited too!!!! Well wish me luck!!!

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Jun 09 2008, 20:41

We had our 1st practice today.....it went okay.

tommorrow we swim!!!! yay!!!

I get to see U-KNO-WHO with his shirt off!!!(again) hahahaha

Subject: Speeeech!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mon Jun 09 2008, 21:23

WHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SPEEEEECH!!!!!!!!!!

"Thank you Mr. Eddins,

On behalf of Mulberry Elementary and the graduating class of 2008, I would like to thank all the ladies and gentlemen here tonight............"

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Jun 09 2008, 21:24

good luck with the speech. it shouldn't be that hard. just ignore all the faces that will be staring at you!! haha, jk. not helping..umm. you;ll do fine, bye!!*runs away quickly*

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Jun 09 2008, 21:29

thanks...i think.....haha

* breaths out slowly*

o i didnt tell u. supposedly Paco in my BF now.

IDK

today was funnny though we were walking back in from the field and he slapped my but so I ran behind him and slapped his. haha

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Tue Jun 10 2008, 21:58

ohh... i saw destanie at the mall, none others.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Jun 12 2008, 21:42

oo sux 4 u. haha paco called me tonight. after we cried together b4 we left the school.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Jun 13 2008, 11:43

THIS IS MY 1500th POST!!!!!!!

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sun Jun 15 2008, 15:48

yay for you!! i got a ways to goo...

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sun Jun 15 2008, 15:58

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I dont know what is up with all the peeps at school.

i really miss paco terribly

i dunno tho.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Tue Jun 17 2008, 13:16

well i start summer school tommorow. dreading so much (it was a choice, not manditory) *sigh* o well......

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Wed Jun 18 2008, 17:45

OMJ!!!!!!! MRS. RODRIGUEZ!!!!!!!

My mom in law!!!!

haha

im gettikng moved out though, I am too smart!!! LOL lol lol

hopefully be put in wit Jacob!!!! (OMJar)

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Jun 19 2008, 09:50

haha. what are u gonna be working with? the fun algebra(not sarcastic. the kind we actually like doing...), or something else???

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Jun 19 2008, 14:36

idk. i think so. it depends on how i did on the algebra test i took today. i didnt know how to do 4 though. they were linear equations. but it was all about slope and stuff. idk i think i did pretty good. better than everyone else.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Jun 20 2008, 10:52

oh, well w never went into great detail about that anyways...BCA's math was behind. like eveeryone was, normal, so i was stuck trying to figure out 7x=78. seriously...but whatever. tell me how it works out....

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Jun 20 2008, 15:18

aiight well we dd polynomials today. they r so fun (coming 4umm the math geek)(LOL)

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everyone has been asking me for help. even ppl i dont know. well kinda ow. Adrian(boy) Carine, Elsie, Anthony and dest and honda of course.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Jun 20 2008, 16:04

whooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!

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Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Jun 20 2008, 16:22

wow. that bottom is the answer? in what way? *grabs notebook*

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sat Jun 21 2008, 00:07

yup haha the last line is the whole answer. i guess i picked like too many #s or sum haha.
its just like combining like terms.but it is really EZ. although all those ppl we asking for help. i really need to get outta that class. i feel outta place. and i didnt know how to add them but mrs. rodriguez taught us.

she is a really good teacher. and she is funny. and nice too and she has a tat(too) and do u know what she said?

she said that jacob still gets hit with the belt. and that she told him that he could get a tatoo but it had better be somewhere that she couldt find it. cuz she would burn it off woth the iron. (LOL) (that was after the butterflies so i was smiling throught all she was saying.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sat Jun 21 2008, 00:10

have you heard the new miley cyrus song? 7 things? its really good. i like it,

LINK!!!!!!! 7 THINGS!!!!

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sat Jun 21 2008, 11:04

thanks for the link. you must know by now, if i really dont care, i wont look it up. but i like that song. it could fit for you, and for me. kinda, well for you..

and wow. jacobi's mom sound's like justin's. embarrassing him. at least he wasn't in the room, like justin was. what's her tat??

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sat Jun 21 2008, 11:39

yeah, i know u already.....haha...and listen to it again and think of the whole cesar thing in 7th grade. i just did and i was OMJ....thats it!!!

yeah, i think i like being in her class. i think it is a star or sum. i didnt really see it but it is there.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sat Jun 21 2008, 13:32

u r sooo right!!! aww now i miss him. cuz he's going to imperial HS and on the last day of school he told me i wouldn't see him anymore. my eyes got all watery and i said "No. i will see you. i just have too." idk what i meant, but ahh!!! i am confused by my feelings...and then i see him at summer school and he acts like nothing happened...

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sun Jun 22 2008, 16:08

Really? yeah., he told me about that a while back.

grin

i thought u would feel that way. the song suits u more than me i think.

and i think you still like him...ore than just friends...thats where..."...I just have to..." comes in.

He probably didnt know what kind of impact it had on u.

BOYS CAN BE SO STUPID.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Jun 23 2008, 15:00

OMJ i made a total fool of myself today. to mr. butterfly man. UGH I hate myself. man...it is really staring to feel like high school. what a drag!!!!!!!!

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Wed Jun 25 2008, 21:02

DUDE!! Josh Fargo!!! ask and i will tell.....

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Jun 26 2008, 13:35

DUDE!! Josh Fargo!!! ask and i will tell.....

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sat Jun 28 2008, 21:26

ok well what ever.......ummm......i read 164 pages today and i finished my b00k.

now i will start......THE KILLING HOUR...then I will start.....THE NEXT ACCIDENT.....then I will start....PURE MURDER...nice huh?

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sun Jun 29 2008, 17:19

Wll I just cut myself shaving. it hurts really badd. like in 10 dif places. 4 reals. well that's cheap razors for u.

well idk wat else so....yeah....

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Jun 30 2008, 14:34

I have a list of stuff I need to talk to LOONY about...

Cesar Salad...
Jacob....
an HP question,
Cesar H.
Kimbers BF
Zac,
Math Camp...

and other stuff...so idk

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Tue Jul 01 2008, 18:15

Jacob sucks on straws.

"RAWR.....(inside joke)"

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Tue Jul 01 2008, 21:51

hahahahahahahaha

idk i am hyper right now.

*goes to run around the block*

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Jul 03 2008, 10:04

sorry. talk to meee about all that stuff...!!! what's with the hottie josh fargo. what do u know?? haha. but really. what's up. tell me about everything. what did jacob do?....tell meee!!

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Jul 03 2008, 18:07

WELL HE DIDNT DO ANYTHING REALLY.

LIKE I KNOW FARGO NOW...CUZ HE IS LIKE ONE OF JACOBS FRIENDS..RIGHT? WELL WHEN WE WENT ON THE FIELD TRIP TO UCR AND WE WERE ON THE BUS TOGETHER AND WE HAD ASSIGNED SEATS SO I SAT NEXT TO HIM SO WE WERE TALKING SOME OF THE WAY THERE AND I WAS LIKE "YEAH, MY FRIENDS KIMBER LIKES U. SHE THINKS UR HOT." AND HE WAS LIKE "OH COOL. EVERYBODY DOES." (jk) (about all of it)

BUT IT WAS COOL. WE DID GO ON THE TRIP AND JACOB WAS BEIN WEIRD...idk BUT.....ITS LIKE HE IS COMPLETELY IGNORING ME AND THEN WHEN WE WERE AT LUNCH HE INVITES ME TO SIT WITH HIM AND HIS FRIENDS(FARGO 2).....I ACCEPTED...(I BOUGHT SASHA AND BETH WITH ME)........(btw)....BUT THEN AFTER THAT, WE GET BACK TO SCHOOL, HE STARTS IGNORING ME AGAIN.....idk...BUT NEVERMIND.

ALL THAT STUFF IS SLEEPOVER CONVO...RIGHT AFTER U GET BACK 4UMM BAMA......(congrats btw)

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Jul 03 2008, 18:18

AND TODAY SOMETHING WEIRD HAPPENED. THERE WERE THESE TWO GUYS...AND THEY WERE WALKING TO THE LIONS CENTER TO GO SWIMMING. AND THEY WERE WALKING BESIDE ME CUZ WE BOTH HAD THE SAME PACE AND ONE OF THEM WAS KIND OF FRUITY BECAUSE HE DID HIS S's GAYLY IF U KNOW WHAT I MEAN.

NE WAYS HE WAS LIKE " HEY U WANNA GO SWIMMING WITH US". AND I WAS LIKE "UHH...NO THANKS" AND HE WAS LIKE "IT WILL BE FUN" AND I WAS LIKE " WELL I DONT HAVE MY SUIT. SORRY" AND HE WAS LIKE WELL U CAN GO LIKE THAT." AND I WAS LIKE " I DONT THINK SO"

(MIND U HE WAS LIKE 16 AND HE WAS MEX.)

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sun Jul 06 2008, 10:54

well my AC broke and I am sleeping in the livingroom. and it sux cuz the TV doesnt work or anything.

and its really boring and like all i do is come on the computer, think about my life, read
and listen to music. it is so sad.

and i had a dream about cesar (my ND neighbor). it was weird. we were grown up and we
found eachother at a bar and we talked and then we started to like make out and it was
weird. but he was hot.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Jul 07 2008, 19:01

it is tooo hot in here, OMG!!!!!!!jacob got a hai cut...drastically.......it is so short 4 realzz...its funny looking lol lol

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Tue Jul 08 2008, 22:19

It has grown on him. hr did somrthing so hot today.....we have a ledge at the way top of the wondow and its like 8 ft tall he jumped up and hung on and pulled himself up. it was so cool. i should have got it on video...

u should have been there......

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sun Jul 13 2008, 14:05

well u suck. i read the josh thing and then the jk, i flipped out. i could have smacked you.

well that's cool about jacob. showing of his muscles. well he's just being a guy. trying to be cool in front of his friends....

well gtg.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sun Jul 13 2008, 16:16

hahahahahaha I thought u would.

but it was so cool. but my friend sasha is like ttly in love with him i think its funny cuz like i see now how i was.
pathetic.......i dont like him NE more though there are such cute guys...way hotter that him....

Fargo
Spencer (price)
Sergio
Jacob Gonzolez...(he is OMG!!! she is so friggin hot u dont even know. i didnt know anyone could get that hot.)

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Jul 14 2008, 20:01

okay, is spencer price skinny??? cuz if so i knocked him on his ass in soccer!! he's wimpy and puny. member, i told u bout it. member, u member? and if so, he's ugly. sorry.

and jacob gonzalez. does he have curly hair? is he short-ish?? does he have muscles??? he could be the cute jacob that i told you about. the nick jonas!!! the hot one that i see all the time!!!! pictures.

and fargo is sooo cute!!!!!!

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Jul 14 2008, 20:13

nope not that jacob. i saw that jacob.

he is sooooooooooooo cute. he has wide shoulders....a mexican face and he is buff-ish but hee is so cute.

that spencer. i think he is cute. U SHOULD FRIGGIN SEE HIS THROW A FOOTBALL....WAY BETTER THAT JACOB.

Fargo isnt that cute. i dont like him...

but OMG u should so be around when alejandra starts talking about colton. it is so cute. she really likes him. I have never talk about a guy the way she talks about him. its just so......CUTE. and i think i am the main person she talks to about it cuz....he always comes and says "OMG he just smiled at me!!" u should ttly be there.

Caston is officailly 14....6 days ago. LOL

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