Inside Smartie's head.

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Subject: Inside Smartie's head. Sat Feb 02 2008, 22:46

First topic message reminder :

These entries are about my life at school and my boy problem, My friend problems.
Some entries are in 'novel' form but just tell me what u think or if u have any
Questions you know where to post.........& dont hesitate to tell me what u think.

"I fear our friendship will never be as strong
as it was in the past, and our future is
nothing but a stroll down the road to darkness."

"As the place on my back throbbed
from where he had poked me I thought
to myself, Is this what its come to?
Him asking but not caring?"
(because the boy i am talking about asked me something and he said rite after "you know what? i dont care")

"I sat up quickly as the pain seared
through my back.
He had done i again"

"....as he walk swiftly past me, I only wondered...."

"As he tried to get my attention, I gave him
no sign of interest. It tore me, as well as him.
But I knew our friendship would never be the same
again."

"Still constantly growing apart.
Day by day, Hour by hour,
Minute by minute, Second by second.
I knew the time was coming. I just hoped I
could fix it before it was lost forever."

"He is trying to make up for his past behavior,
He thinks I will forgive him. He thinks I am as
ignorant as the others. Well I am not so easily fooled.
I will never forgive him for what he has done."

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sat Oct 18 2008, 20:50

yeah...and i forgot....the song cyclone was playing....i think i should lay off the robutussin.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Oct 20 2008, 21:48

Oh my gosh!!! in algebra...Mr Barrera made a new seating chart and I am not sitting close to sergio!!!!..

Let me copy and paste my dialogue so you can read it....memmer.....i am isabelle, you are caisee...

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Oct 20 2008, 21:51

MY DIALOGUE!!! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE 2-3 MIUTES SO IT IS KINDA LONG......!!!

Spoiler:

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Oct 20 2008, 21:57

omg that rocks!!! we should act that out. it'd be soo much fun to do!!! i love it!!!!

bravo!!!! you wrote that ouw awesome-ly!!!

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Oct 20 2008, 22:08

yay!!!!!

it was so awesome......to see them act it out....the girl who played isabelle, want that good, but sarah, the one who played CAisee, she was made for that part, exactly like i imagined it.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Oct 23 2008, 16:59

That kinda bites...but oh well....

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Oct 23 2008, 18:31

OMG what was up with that guy at lunch?

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Oct 24 2008, 11:08

which one. the gay dude, or the one that asked you out?

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Oct 24 2008, 11:29

oo the gay dude is in drama club....

the one that asked me out,,,

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Oct 24 2008, 11:34

haha. i bet he is.

i saw him afterschool. the mark dude.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Oct 24 2008, 11:35

really? thats cool.

so what was ur take on that?

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Oct 24 2008, 11:43

well idk. the first day i thougt they were just messing around being retarded. but then they did it again. so i think it could be true. but....you have to ask someone out yourself...not let your friends do it. you've never spoke to this dude before. you gotta have COMMUNICATION. that's the key to any relationship.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Oct 24 2008, 11:48

I know aND that is why i was like uhh...no.

and i bet he doesnt even know my name.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Oct 24 2008, 11:56

good move on yor part.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Oct 24 2008, 11:59

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so idk..

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sun Oct 26 2008, 12:31

OH MY GOSH!!!

the haunted house was awesome!!!!

So many screams!!!!

We had mad clowns, a dude in a clown mask getting the electric chair with a knife,,,, a graveyard, a dude with a chainsaw!!! it as cool

did u come?

it was awesome.....fake blood EVERYWHERE!!!!

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Oct 27 2008, 20:40

OMG today in ALgebra was great. Sergio was like bugging me...but in a good way, ya kno? it was cool.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Wed Oct 29 2008, 10:15

umm................I M so SORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my stomach......my shoulders, my legs...aww.......

powderpuff roxx...

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Wed Oct 29 2008, 10:18

good for you. glad to see you liking it!!

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Wed Oct 29 2008, 10:19

yeah and the coachez are all FINE!!!!!!! Like uber hot.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Wed Oct 29 2008, 17:33

YAY!!!!!!!!!! awesome graphics by ELANA!!!

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Oct 31 2008, 17:58

who's coaching. i know--grant, spencer, jacob, christian...who else???

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Oct 31 2008, 18:32

I was like christian? christain who.....(kuz he spells his name with a K.....)[kristian.]

but yeah...i didnt mean grant...but...

jacob gonzolez......navarro.....Justin Whidman...he is cute....

rodriguez...
gonzolez,...
navarro.....
whidman....
price.......
ummm...and grant....(we call him pole penguin LOL

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Oct 31 2008, 23:00

ok back to the basics......
WHAT IS INSIDE SMARTIE'S HEAD???

WELL.....here it goes...

..

I hate the was she walks,
I hate the way she talks.
Her manor,
Her attitude,
Her constant face- rubbing self.
I can’t stand it anymore‼
I want to scream‼
She needs to chill.
I need some love, too.
I hate the way she talks,
I hate the way she walks.
The utter agony of knowing…
The cold feeling of loneliness…
I hate her.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Oct 31 2008, 23:05

How could you do that?
Why did I believe you?
How could you betray me?
Why was I so stupid?
When can I ever trust you?
Who do you think you are?
Why am I even wasting my time?
I am out of here

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Oct 31 2008, 23:07

Everything you do is for good.
Everything I do is for selfish reasons.
Can you ever love me?
I love you.
Wanting and waiting,
Day after day.
Wanting you constantly,
Waiting for you to come.
Loving, caring, that is what you are.
Mean and angry, that is me.
Can we ever be?
I don’t know.
Wanting, waiting,
For a sign that says you love me.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Oct 31 2008, 23:09

yes...yes..back to my tortured soul self....
going through a rough patch inside my head...
rather not speak of it......
welll i guess i am gonna go to sleep now.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sat Nov 01 2008, 17:00

okay, you kinda scared me with the first 2. u wanna elaborate?? geez.

and...that's cool about football. and kristian, how cool!

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sat Nov 01 2008, 22:03

yeaaaaah.....I'd rather not if u don't mind....

and what do u mean it scared u??

ummm yeah his name is spelled cool.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Nov 03 2008, 07:20

scared me as in i could see evil....

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Nov 03 2008, 17:21

evil? pshhh...naw.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Tue Nov 04 2008, 20:57

oMg...so at practice we did a scrimimage against the JUNIORS and we lost. BUT!!!! our line was awesome...aka...me and tristan and other people. and we roocked the house...me and tristan were going for the QB and she saw us and she started backing away cuz she saw us coming. and i did a greta job....the coaches told me. it was awesome. so yeah, we are gonna beat the sophomores. tell ur mom that i will tell u tomorow about where to make the check out to.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Tue Nov 04 2008, 22:20

okie dokie artichokie.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Nov 06 2008, 21:46

ok. so dont forget to bring the check......$20...no check no tickets, and i have to turn them in tomorow.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Tue Nov 11 2008, 16:43

ok...well me and sergio are really becoming friends, it is awesome...OMG!!!!

and everything around here is cool...umm...it is boring...i think i am gonna go and practice basketball at the courts, maybe cesar will come with me...*crosses fingers* hehe i doubt it...o well...

ttyl!!!!

♥peace♥

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Wed Nov 12 2008, 14:43

♥peace♥

how do u keep getting those ^^^ little signs and stuff???

yay for you. little miss hopeful...did he go with u???

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Wed Nov 12 2008, 19:01

its a secret.....

NOPe....=(....but anyways.....

what i was TRYING to tell you at lunch....before spencer so RUDELY interrupted me...LOL JK

Ok well today in bio We were finishing the little DNA strand thingies and as I said ♥Sergio♥ was sitting next to me. and I was helping him out, ya know? and then out of nowhere he gets my little petri dish and dumps ALLLL of my little beads on the table. Then I smacked him like I do david, ya know? but not as hard.....that "flirty smack". Anyways, so yeah, that is the first real physical contact that i have make with him at all....besides my disco ball being inside his jacket, but that didnt really count. So yeah and he was helping me pick them up...and it was so cool...*squeals* and yeah, so we are totally bonding now and it is awesomee!!!! And even if he does have a girlfriend * sad

* I think we could be good friends, cuz we have like SOOO many things in common. It is so totally friggin awesome and he is UBER hot.......*squeal...AGAIN* so i was really happy......and i still am...............................*yay*

so yeah. that was what i was trying to tell you. *sigh* ♥S♥E♥R♥G♥I♥O♥

OK WELL THAT IS ALL.... SO COMMENT ON YOUR THOUGHTS!!!!!☺

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Nov 13 2008, 18:42

aww. "i think you're in love, ron." again, you are being positive, for once in your life. i wish you the best friendship you could have!!!! and maybe, just maybe he'll dump his GF....maybe. if i have something to do with it. haha. jk.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Fri Nov 14 2008, 17:54

haha....would you please...LOL JK

AND WHERE WERE YOU AT THE PEP RALLEY??????

YOU HAD ME STANDING THERE FOR LIKE 15 MINUTES!!!!!!!'

LUCKILY SPENCER HAD COME!!

he walked me over....he is so nice....

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Tue Nov 18 2008, 08:39

hey hey hey. i had told somebody, i forgot who, to tell u i had to go to soccer conditioning. it was at 2:30. i couldn't go to the pep ralley. i was gonna tell u but i couldn't find u. i had to go...sorry. i wanted to go though, if that counts....

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Wed Nov 19 2008, 00:24

It doesnt. and you told tristan.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Nov 20 2008, 08:35

ooh. okay then. i did see the whole marching part though, when they paraded around the school. it looked cool and fun...but i had to keep walking to practice...

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Nov 20 2008, 22:50

awesome...

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Wed Dec 03 2008, 16:35

ok so the desert was awesome and I wrestled my cuz....

umm....still sick, waiting for xmas break.....

time is going by horribly slow.....

I am angry......

grrr......

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Thu Dec 04 2008, 21:45

OMFG!!!!! HE KNOWS!!!! I totally and completely know that he knows!!!!

*types super fast cuz i am freaking out*

AAHHHHHHH!!!!!! I totally found out at lunch today....He came walking toward me with a big smile on his face and was talking to Malik all secretive.. And then he was All :"I just found out something" I AM FREAKING OUT HERE!!! AND I WAS WAITING FOR YOU TO AT LEAST GIVE ME A COMMENT ON IT OR SOMETHING BUT YOU ARE NO HELP AT ALL!!! An on top of the vanessa freaking Derma is trying to steal my man!!!! yeah, she was moving in on sergio at PE today, Thanks to me awseome power i got him talking to me again but still arrgh!!!! BUT HE KNOWS!!!!! YOU OPENED IT WHEN I TOLD YOU TO WAIT AND HE SAW AND NOW HE KNOWS......*FREAKS OUT* omg!!!! I CANT FREAKING BELIEVE IT. HE WOULDNT LEAVE ME ALONE ABOUT THAT FREAKING NOTE, IKNOW HE KNOWS...AND I KNOW HE KNOWS I KNOW ThAT HE KNOWS, AND HE WAS JUST TRYING TO MAKE ME SAY IT CUZ HE WAS LIKE TRYING TO MAKE ME FREAK OUT AT LUNCH, CUZ HE WAS LIKE "why you blushing for?'' and i was like''I am not" and he was like "yes you are!!" and I WAS TOTALLY FREAKING OUT AND YOU WERENT THERE AND YOU ARENT GIVING ME ANY KIND OF FEEDBACK AT ALL AND I AM FRIGGIN......FREAKING OUT!! ahhh!!!! Y DO I EVEN TRY ANYMORE, I KNOW HE KNOWS, I JUST KNOW......

*takes deep breath* ok....i am composed....

NO I AM NOT!!!!! HELP ME!!!! THIS IS TOTALLY NOT WORKING OUT!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

ok...I am i tired of this.. you know, whatever......

*breaths out*

good night and goodbye....

PS....this is what the alphabet would look like if Q and R were eliminated.

jk

so as you can see....i am freaking out...

so how was your game?

and dont answer that until you say something about my total FREAK OUT....

thank you...and goodnight.....again.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sun Dec 07 2008, 20:49

hahaha!! that is funny.

...i mean. OMG!!! i am so sorry i didn't listen to you!!!

(haha)

i didn't do it on purpose, but you know he's just messing with you. he probably does know, but dont even trip-as you would say.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Sun Dec 07 2008, 21:16

how does he know? you didnt even know...

dont be throwing my sayings at me...jk

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Dec 08 2008, 08:01

cuz i talked to him and he said it was kinda obvious and i was like "really? i didn't even know." maybe it's different for the guy....IDK....XD

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Dec 08 2008, 19:46

Inside Smartie's head. - Page 7 Z_hairpu

never. i can never get away with this crap......arrrgh!!!!! i quit. that is it!! I am throwing in the towel, I am done.

Subject: Re: Inside Smartie's head. Mon Dec 08 2008, 22:13

*runs back quickly after a long time because i just thought about what you said and now typing 100 mph*

what the HE double hockey stix do you mean you "talked to him" about it??????????

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